Lost But Not Alone: A Journey Through Pain That Led Me Back to God


Written by Ken Hulsey 

A relationship with God can be an amazing journey filled with incredible experiences. However, it can also involve hardships and trials meant to foster spiritual growth. I took the image above back in 2011, and it’s hard to believe that it's been 15 years since then. I snapped it with my phone while crossing over the 405 Freeway in Irvine on my journey home from work. At that time, I was working the late shift at a nearby environmental laboratory and didn’t have a car, so I walked everywhere I needed to go.

Those days were challenging for me; my life felt like it was falling apart. My wife had left me and moved to Arizona, leaving me alone for the first time in over a decade. I remember the lonely walks I took from place to place, especially my commutes to and from work. Thankfully, South Orange County was a safe area, so I was never in danger during my treks. 

As I walked, I would gaze at the traffic on the freeway; cars on the right were zipping toward Irvine, Long Beach, and eventually Los Angeles, while those on the left headed toward places like Laguna Beach, Oceanside, and San Diego. Each driver was on their own journey, each with individual destinations, even at that late hour. 

I was starting a new chapter in my life. I felt empty and unhappy, with a giant hole in my soul. At that point, I hadn’t returned to my faith; I wouldn’t do so for another five years. I distinctly remember just how lost I felt, both emotionally and spiritually. Despite this turmoil, God had a plan for me—one I couldn’t see back then. My hardships and trials ultimately led me to seek God and His purpose for my life.

There was no way I could have known it at the time, but a year later, I would meet the love of my life online. She was living in North Carolina at the time, and our spiritual journey would take us from there to the California desert. There, we both reconnected with the Lord, which eventually led us to Louisiana. Just like those cars zooming down that California freeway, heading to distant destinations, my spiritual journey would lead me to amazing adventures in faraway places. I am no longer lonely or lost; God has opened so many doors that I couldn't possibly list them all.

Today, I share my experience as a testimony. God is with you, even when you may not realize it. He is opening doors and shaping you to become a better, stronger person—someone with a divinely preordained destiny. If you are feeling lost today, I encourage you to seek God's will for your life. No matter what you are going through, there is a reason for it, and once you overcome these challenges, a better life awaits you.

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